月曜日, 9月 17, 2012
This is possibly the worst time to get depressed. Exams coming up, hectic amounts of assessments prior to that.
My fucking lane stupid sensitive self decided to be depressed and I know I really need - lol I legit just slammed my hand on my desk in anger and stormed out of my room to play the piano. Which ended up frustrating me in the end so I’m back.
Why the fuck did you even say that. I clearly fucking insecure about it and I did nothing to provoke such rude words. And you wonder why I fucking hate you. Normally I would never say this but you don’t even realise the good things I actually do. I’m not asking for something in return of what I do but don’t fucking ignore it . I don’t care of you don’t acknowledge it . Just hsisjxbsoskd I can’t even put my anger oh words
My tears aren’t even sad anymore
They’re just hatred and anger.
I haven’t been so angry in such a long time. Feel fucking special that you brought it back. Funny that, weren’t you the reason I’m so fucking unstable? Just when I think I’m okay. Convincing myself that it will be alright. You come in and just ruin it. Ugggfh I can’t deal with this
And to think I have six assessments this week. Fuck you.
Actually no. I’m going to not show you my anger and just suck up to you and be a little two faced bitch to get what I want.
Lol glad noone actually reads this because I only rant when I’m. Overwhelmed with emotions
You can now see my bitchiness.
I hear that writing your emotions helps vent it out so meh
I guess it helped in a way coz I’m calming down